Last Sunday, we got the call from our landlord that she's selling our current home in 90 days.
My partner and I had been talking about saving for a home, and it seems like we are needing to speed up the process sooner than we thought. This past weekend, we toured over 20 houses in the span of three days.
Many have alluded that the home buying process is a rollercoaster experience. Little did I know just how intense it would be.
I haven't felt pain in my chest like this since sophomore year of nursing school. The anxiety is real, is heavy, and overwhelming. It's deep and there's a leaning into the energy of trust more than I ever thought.
My beloved and I have been talking about having a home where we can have our community come and stay for extended periods of time. A place where the home and the land can hold the deep healing and transformation for those who have been called to work with us through this spiraled path.
But what we are looking for seems to be outside of our responsible price range, and every realtor mentions not to buy more than what you can truly afford. Plus, the idea of expanding our family someday is also in the mix of things to consider. Which adds another layer to the home hunting process.
This is all reminding me of this month's theme of presence and how important the power of presence truly is whenever we are going through a highly stressful time of unknowns and dysregulation. I've re-adopted my meditation practice and it has been the anchor keeping me steady among a windy storm.
Medicinal Meditations
Many of you have been asking for more support outside of our 1:1 healing sessions together, so I wanted to invite you all into welcoming my new series….
Medicinal Meditations: a resource library of guided meditations to support you and myself towards living a more conscious and expansive life.
I call these Medicinal Meditations because not only are they truly medicine for the mind, body, and spirit, these meditations are meant for those looking to increase their daily practice of peace and calm. As well as receive support for their medicine journey, preparation, and integration processes. You can find the information below to join this library resource of meditations and support.
The first one is already posted and is free for all subscribers.
Every meditation after that will be behind a paywall, and you will need to upgrade your subscription for only $6 dollars a month in order to receive these monthly recordings.
Thank you all so much for being here and for supporting Sacred Musings.
It is just such a gift to have you all here and to have a space where I can express myself in my authenticity and also be in service to you all.
I look forward to seeing you soon 🌻
With love,
Christine Marie
I feel for you Christine, having just moved house for only the second time since buying, its definitely been a rollercoaster. It’s taken all my tools in my toolkit, but that’s what they’re there for. Happy house hunting because when it all comes together it will be beautiful. 🙏💫
Such a big process to navigate! But lots of magic in the unfolding.